1st September, XXXX
I shouldn’t have trusted him…
Now I can’t even get out of my room…
What do you want from me?
When I returned to the capital, the first thing I did was to find him.
He received me. When I shouted at him hysterically, he just smiled at me. With his predator like smile.
It overlapped with my previous life.
He won’t help me. All of it are lies.
What do you want from me?
I already suggested breaking off our engagement, why do you still drag my whole family in?
Why?
I TRUSTED YOU.
I passed out after my hysterical fit.
When I woke up, I was in my room. My room when I was Queen.
It’s been 3 days. I am treated like the most honored guest, like a Queen even. There are novels, food I like. But I am not allowed to leave my room. He has not come to see me ever since.
Are you guilty?
Hope guilt eats you alive.
No, that won’t happen.
He has no heart. No emotion. He is a monster.
I shouldn’t have trusted him.
Guilt has already eaten me up alive.
In trusting him, I became a heartless monster just like him.
I am guilty.
IT’S ALL MY FAULT.
— Because of my unconditional trust.
ALL MY FAULT.
—Because of my stupidity.
MY FAULT.
—Because of my pathetic love.
FAULT.
—I will never forgive myself.
