Most people have to stay in bed for a few days after a miscarriage, but Su Zihua didn’t have this condition. She got out of bed after she couldn’t hear Mrs Li’s scolding outside.
“What are you doing when you get out of bed?” Mu Ling wanted to stop. Su Zihua’s body is very weak now, and it’s still cold outside. It’s strange that she ran out like this to not be cold.
“I didn’t eat anything yesterday.” After one night, Su Zihua was not afraid of Mu Ling anymore, not to mention that she was so hungry that she couldn’t stand it and just wanted to eat.
Mu Ling stopped talking. After Su Zihua went out, she floated out just like being led by Su Zihua.
There was no one in the yard. Su Zihua rushed into the kitchen, but didn’t see anything to eat. There was leftovers in the swill bucket next to him, and a bucket full of water was mixed with the pot water. Seeing this scene, Her face turned pale.
“Are there hot water and brown sugar? You eat a little.” Mu Ling said, Su Zihua is now shaky, and drinking some brown sugar water has some strength.
“There is nothing here.” Su Zihua bit his lip. The rice noodles and even the oily salt Li’s at home are locked in his room. There is no food at all here. Now the pot is cold, and obviously there is no hot water.
“Madam went shopping, the young master will make a good meal when he comes back at noon.” A dark and thin woman came in from the outside and said suddenly.
This is the woman who works in Fang’s family. She is a widowed relative of the Li family. She also helped Su Zihua when Li started tossing about Su Zihua, but recently she will secretly help Su Zihua in reverse.
Su Zihua gritted her teeth and finally returned to her room. Fang Pengyun usually eats and stays in the academy, and goes home once a month. Every time he goes home, her life will be better. This time she had a miscarriage. Mrs Li will find someone to notice Fang Pengyun . Fang Pengyun came back, she should be able to take a break, it is best to make Fang Pengyun took her back to her parents ……
Su Zihua stumbled wrapped in bed and fell asleep until they were outside The voice woke up.
“She didn’t know what to pay attention to when she had a baby. She dropped the baby and kept crying. I had troubles in the middle of the night for several times but didn’t let me sleep well. In the morning, she was going to die because the quilt was soiled. I have to let me wash for her! In such a cold day, I wash her quilt and my hands are freezing!” Mrs Li’s voice was very loud, and Su Zihua and Mu Ling heard clearly in the room. The expressions of both of them were extremely ugly for a while.
“Mother, thank you for your hard work.” Fang Pengyun’s voice immediately sounded, and at the same time the sound of footsteps got closer and closer.
“Zihua, how are you doing?” The door was opened, and Mu Ling saw Fang Pengyun for the first time.
Fang Pengyun is twenty years old this year. He looks handsome and personable. He is a young man who is easy to make people feel good. But when he looks at Su Zihua, he almost has no hidden impatience and faint disgust in his eyes, but Mu Ling is right. All he has left is disgust.
In fact, although Mu Ling wanted to let Su Zihua leave before, she didn’t make up her mind. After all, she couldn’t guarantee that Su Zihua’s life alone would be better than here, but now she saw Fang Pengyun’s appearance, she immediately decided must get rid of Su Zihua from here.
When she was at the Wei’s house, even if Wei Yuankai did something that was sorry for her, at least he respected her and never disliked Su Zihua, but Fang Pengyun already hated Su Zihua!
Even if the Mrs Li died, Fang Pengyun would not treat Su Zihua well. With Fang Pengyun, Su Zihua might as well be a monk.
“Pengyun …” Seeing her husband, Su Zihua immediately began to cry.
“Okay, don’t cry, the child will have it in the future.” Fang Pengyun said perfunctorily.
“Pengyun, I didn’t let my mother wash the quilt, it was my mother who snatched the quilt away…” Su Zihua still remembered Mrs Li’s framing outside, and quickly explained.
“Zihua, I know you don’t like my mother, but you can’t frame her like this,” Fang Pengyun said impatiently, “you have a good rest, I’ll go now.”
“Pengyun!” This was a big blow to Su Zihua. After the abortion, she relied on Fang Pengyun’s idea that Fang Pengyun would come back to take charge of her and she didn’t want Fang Pengyun to believe Mrs Li’s words like this: “I’m not lying, she snatched my quilt, she didn’t let me eat, I haven’t eaten anything from yesterday to today, Pengyun…and children, children…”
“Su Zihua, I really misunderstood you I used to think you were a kind person. I didn’t expect you to be so vicious. If you don’t want to eat your food, why do you have to push things to my mother? You’re such a big person, can you still starving to death?” Fang Pengyun slammed the door and left.
Su Zihua panted and almost fainted. Fang Pengyun became more and more impatient with her and she felt it too, but she did not expect Fang Pengyun to be so unrelenting. Their children are gone, Fang Pengyun didn’t even have a greeting… What makes her disgusting food unpalatable? When she first arrived at Fang’s house, she did complain to Fang Pengyun about food in private because she was uncomfortable, but she never said a word in front of Mrs Li? She couldn’t even eat enough for the past two years, so why would she complain about it?
Does Fang Pengyun think of her that way?
“Such a man, can you rely on it?” Mu Ling said suddenly.
“He was not like this before.” Su Zihua closed his eyes, but couldn’t even cry anymore.
“Before you were young, beautiful and rich. Of course he treats you well. Now that you have nothing, how does he admire you? Believe it or not, if there is now a girl like you like him who expresses her affection, He will definitely write love letters again.” Mu Ling snorted coldly.
There are actually many men like Fang Pengyun. His feelings for Su Zihua were true at the beginning, but he was also selfish. He knew that his mother had opinions on Su Zihua, but he only wanted Su Zihua to please himself. His mother came to settle the dispute, and his inaction naturally raised his mother’s courage.
He still has a certain low self-esteem. He was subconsciously afraid that Su Zihua would look down on him, so he chose to “reform” Su Zihua with his mother, trying to make Su Zihua fall from the clouds. However, when Su Zihua were no longer the Su family’s lady who only needed to dance every day, he didn’t like Su Zihua again.
“Su Zihua, you stay here, don’t say it well, I’m afraid you will lose your life,” Mu Ling said again, “I was not as stupid as you back then, and I was killed without my children being alone for a lifetime. You will definitely live. It’s worse than me.”
“You…” Su Zihua looked at Mu Ling in surprise.
Mu Ling didn’t tell her in detail about her experience, but she also said: “I was aborted by the concubine my husband married and had no children. Then I had to watch the son in the concubine get the money. Everything that should belong to my son, do you want to be the same as me?”
“No, no…”
“Why not? You hurt your body after working a few years ago, and this miscarriage is even more traumatic. Injury, even after a small childbirth, you don’t even have a bowl of medicine… Is it possible that you think you will be able to give birth in the future?” Mu Ling sneered, Su Zihua can still recover if he raises it well, but she doesn’t mind saying that it’s more serious. What’s more, if Su Zi painting continues to stay here, he will indeed get such a result-Li’s refusal to find a doctor may be just to make Su Zi painting go wrong.
Only despair remained in Su Zi’s painting eyes.
Just when Mu Ling wanted to stimulate Su Zihua, Fang Pengyun came in again with a bowl of chicken soup in his hand.
Seeing Fang Pengyun, Su Zihua eyes were stained with hope, and Fang Pengyun was also unexpectedly gentle this time: “Zihua, I’m sorry, what I said just now is serious.”
“Peng Yun…” Su Zihua. Thinking of what Mu Ling said, she couldn’t help crying, she couldn’t have children anymore, what would she do in the future?
“Zihua, it is not easy for my mother to raise me so much, so I don’t want you to quarrel with her, do you know?” Fang Pengyun said again.
Taking the words of Pengyun, Su Zihua would agree, but now she couldn’t. Mrs Li didn’t quarrel with her at all, Mrs Li wanted to kill her! She can’t have any more children in the future, so how can she live?
“I know you are also very hard, Zihua, my mother will pick up one of her niece in a few days, and then she can share some things.” Fang Pengyun was still talking.
“Come here? What will she do?” Su Zihua asked immediately. Mu Ling mentioned the concubine’s affairs several times, and she couldn’t help but think more about it.
“We have been married for three years, and you have never had children. My mother has mentioned that you want to take a concubine to me. This time you finally had children and now no more children. My mother said that she would take her cousin for everything… Zihua, I have seen my cousin, she is a gentle girl, she will not argue with you, she will help you do things so that you can get better, and we will be pregnant with another one when the time comes.” Fang Pengyun persuaded Su Zi painting.
The hope that had just ignited in Su Zihua’s heart disappeared instantly.
Fang Pengyun saw Su Zihua like this, and left without speaking. Mrs Li also cleaned up a study room for him at home. Where are his clothes? Su Zihua is not clean now, so of course he will stay there.
“He won’t be nice to you.” Mu Ling said again.
“Yes, he won’t treat me well, but what can I do?” Su Zihua murmured.
“Go back to your family.” Mu Ling said, judging from what she knew, Su Zi’s parents still loved her.
“They won’t care about me, my mother let me bear it every time, saying that it will be fine from now on, they won’t care about me…” Su Zihua suddenly burst into tears. In fact, she had asked her parents for help a long time ago. But her father admired Fang Pengyun very much. Her mother felt that a woman should obey the four virtues, and would only persuade her to endure the Mrs Li. What can she do when she goes back?
“If they don’t care about you, you can go to the yamen to file a complaint and go to the academy to make trouble. As long as you are willing to go out, there is always a way. Moreover, I don’t think your parents really care about you, but they don’t know how hard you are. “Mu Ling said, “You ask yourself, do you hate this family.”
“Of course I hate! Yeah, just go out…” Su Zihua suddenly remembered the story of Mrs Li’s spoiling and scolding her outside. She was embarrassed to cry like Mrs Li’s facelessly, every time. It’s up to Mrs Li to say… What if she is willing to go out?
“You drink the soup first.” Mu Ling said suddenly, the bowl of chicken soup will be cold if you don’t drink it.
Su Zihua picked up the chicken soup and drank it slowly, and Mu Ling said again: “You are right, you have done well enough. It is the Li family who does not give you a way to survive. You can’t stay here and be abused to death. Watching Li and Fang Pengyun holding your dowry to raise another woman and that woman’s child.”
“What am I going to do?” Su Zihua looked at Mu Ling, she didn’t care whether the ghost was good or bad. If there were no such ghosts, she might have stayed at Fang’s house because no one would give it a hand, because she didn’t know that she could no longer be pregnant, and she would end up in a miserable life, but she didn’t want to be like this anymore.
“Leave here first and go back to Su’s house.” Mu Ling said, Su Zihua must take care of himself . Li’s going to take a nap, Fang Pengyun stayed in the study room, and Su Zi went out quietly without taking anything with her. The body was so weak that he could hardly walk, so he didn’t go directly to Su’s house, but entered a shop of Su’s house.
“Tell them that the Fang family is going to kill you.” Mu Ling stood in front of Su Zi’s picture with a cold expression.
Su Zihua suddenly burst into tears, and cried to the shopkeeper who had asked his uncle to ask for sugar when he was a child: “Uncle Zhang, the Fang family is going to kill me, save me, please save me…” Speaking of later, she cried more and more for some reason, repeatedly saying “please”, and then shrank into a ball and lost consciousness, and the blood under her body was smeared on the stone slab laid in the shop.
