JUNGKOOK’S POV Cont..
I felt my heart beat faster and faster as I took each step further to the bed. I held the bed railing and move forward. I took in all the surroundings. The smell of medicines, the machines beeping, the curtains, the window from where the whole city was seen.
“Hyung…” I said and tears started rolling down my cheeks.
He was covered with white bandages. His head, his legs, hands and his tummy. I felt pain al over my body. I could feel his pain. I wiped my tears and took a seat beside him. I very carefully took his hand in mine and stroked it lightly.
“Hyung, how are you? Great! What a fool I am? What am I even asking? Hyung, can you open your eyes and look at me once? I am sorry I made you come even though you weren’t well. I shouldn’t have forced you. But you are my strength. You are the only person who can calm me down when I panic. And I am so used to you by now. I can’t even imagine looking back to all those years without you. Hyung, I know I shouldn’t call you hyung actually.
Jeongukk, ya.. are you leaving me alone and trying to escape? Shouldn’t we escape together? Nobody knows that you are my brother, they think you are my manager. You know what, without you, without your encouragement, I would never be here where I am today. I would never have this fame, nor this million fans. You, you even left your friends and everything behind for me. Today if I have to lose to these million fans and this fame, I am ready. They are nothing compared to you. Jeongukk, open your eyes and look at me once.” I said.
I let my head rest on his hand and cried my heart out. But suddenly I felt like I was dizzy. I felt a very sharp pain in my chest. I clenched my chest tight. I tried to stand up while still holding hyung’s hand. But I lost my control and fell on the floor. I heard the monitor beeping like crazy. And then I saw Mom Dada and Yugyeom running in.
“Jungkook, Jungkook, what’s wrong? Yugyeom get the doctor.” Appa yelled.
“Hyung, hyung…” I said pointing to hyung.
“Don’t worry, Doctor is coming.” Appa said to me, holding me close to him.
“Appa , the monitor… the monitor… something.. wrong.” I tried to say in between my breaths.
I saw the doctors running in and a few nurses with a stretcher. One doctor went went to hyung and gave him some medicine. And within minutes, the monitor came back to normal beeping. One of the doctor asked Appa to help me up. And they put me on stretcher and took me out. But my eyes were fixated on him till I could no more see him. Finally I gave up and let sleep take over..
