TAEHYUNG’S POV:
Two years… It was two years since Jeongukk disappeared. We even debuted as a group, BTS, last year. All our hard work and efforts were being recognised and we started gaining lots of fans and were getting to the top step by step. Our music reflected the common ongoing problems of the youth. And therefore our listeners found it easy to connect with us.
We were busy practising a choreography, but suddenly Jeongukk came to my mind and I stopped. Everybody stopped and started looking at me. I could hear a few comments as to why I stopped so abruptly, because everybody had to start over again. I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe, then walked out of the room without looking back.
Tears started rolling down my cheeks as I started running back to my room. I locked the door behind me and fell onto my bed. I was missing him. I checked my mails if I got anything on him, but there was nothing. A part of me was already giving up on him. To think about it practically, I had to move on and give my attention to the group, as we were just rising up. If I lose myself, I am gonna drag the others too with me. Their hard work and efforts were all going to be waste.
I wiped my tears and washed my face. When I opened my door, the rest members and our managers were standing outside the door with worry evident on their faces.
“Why didn’t you knock?” I asked them.
“Because we trust you. And you coming out of the room by yourself, means you’ve found your answer.” Jin hyung said and everybody agreed with him.
“Great. I promise, this is the last time. I will only stop when we become global superstars. I swear.” I said with a smile and this time I meant every word that I said.
