Deep in her heart, she felt quite close to Elder Snow.
Although she was now a member of the Bai Li Clan, the Crazy Sage, Patriarch, Elders have all treated her very well, but she still felt unsure about it.
She kept feeling that the reason they treated her well was that she possessed the blood of the Bai Li Clan and because she could bring glory to their clan.
As for Elder Snow, when he accepted her as a disciple, the only thing she could provide to him were two types of spirit dishes and companionship.
The two of them did not have any benefit entanglements; it was also thanks to Elder Snow who had assisted her to avoid death during dangerous times, this gratitude was engraved in her heart.
Seeing Elder Snow being concerned about her and Ji Mo Ya, she could finally speak out her thoughts that she could not tell in front of others.
She was saved by the Crazy Sage and was told by the latter that she was a member of the Bai Li Clan without understanding anything, followed by a series of unrestrained caring.
Logically, she should feel overwhelmed by the favor given to her and wholeheartedly accept the Bai Li Clan.
Yet she the strongest feelings she felt was fear and terror.
Even the person she loves the most could betray her for personal benefits, what can a small connection by bloodline amount to?
That was why she was in constant fear and trepidation.
She dared not and could not believe that such treatment could be received just because she possess the bloodline of the Bai Li Clan! There must be something else behind everything that she does not have any knowledge of.
Only after she became a God Chosen, did she finally allowed herself a small respite, she believes she now possesses a bargaining chip for bringing glory to the Bai Li Clan.
Now that she has strength, she would at least not be a weakling who could be manipulated by anyone.
Even if the Bai Li Clan have intentions of making use of her, she could still straighten her back and face it head-on.
Did she no longer like Ji Mo Ya? That’s impossible because they have been in love so deeply and so fervently, she believes that she could only stop loving him at the moment she dies.
Yet she cannot continue loving! She cannot get over the hurdle within her heart!
She could no longer believe him or forgive him! So how could they continue being together?
In the end, Huan Qing Yan finally releases her first tear on this day and she started crying uncontrollably: “If our baby is still alive, I will be able to convince myself to let everything that had happened go, but now we have the lost life of our child laying between us. No matter what, I cannot continue to be with him! Just let this fade away within time. Master, I still feel terrible about this…”
Elder Snow was startled for a moment, his gaze looked as though it went far away as though recalling a memory, a trace of pain flashed through his face before he quickly suppressed it.
He caressed Huan Qing Yan’s head and consoled: “Master knows! Don’t be afraid! Master will be here so that you can peacefully enter closed-door training! Master will remain in the Bai Li Clan to guard over you, I want to see who dares to make use of you!”
This disciple of him had nearly missed death and managed to remain alive, even reaching a whole new realm now!
It looks like she can help him break the demonic curse of cursing his disciples to an early death, so no matter what, he would protect her through this journey!
***
Back to the point to after the Heaven Sage Dew was obtained.
Sage Cai was about to leave and asked Ji Mo Ya in front of observers on what he plans to do.
Continue to stick around in the Bai Li Clan and tangle with Huan Qing Yan, or to angrily leave this place due to the loss of face from the rejection?
Ji Mo Ya naturally would not give up, if he leaves the Bai Li Clan right there and then, he can forget about entering the Bai Li Clan again and see Little Yan. Therefore, without changing his expression, he gently bowed and said: “This junior is afraid that he will be disturbing uncle for a period.”
It meant that this Young Master will be planting myself in the Bai Li Clan and will not leave even if you beat me to death.
