Due to her naiveness and innocence! Her experience, cultivation, and mind; none of it had reached shoulder to shoulder with his.
That was why he unconsciously started treated her as a weak person who had required his protection. No matter what happened, his first reaction was not to discuss with her but to overcome everything by himself.
Even the matter regarding her pregnancy, no matter how she tried to explain that she was not tainted by those demon men, Ji Mo Ya only trusted what he saw and believed that the child was a bastard of the demon men.
Yet, he accepted and endured it because of his love for her, but he had never believed her!
Why did she not notice it at that time? She was even silently delighted when Ji Mo Ya decided to accept the child despite it being a bastard of demon men in his eyes, happy that Ji Mo Ya actually loves her so deeply and was even willing to be seen as a cuckold than to lose her.
The incident regarding Bai Li Zi Xi as well, if she were powerful enough, Ji Mo Yan would have treated her as a partner that could share the burden. Why did he not explain things clearly with her and only decided to vaguely tell her to trust his love for her no matter what happens?
That was because he did not trust her ability! He did not believe that she could help him! This was the truth! The ugly truth!
She was immersed in the happiness of their mutual love at that time but thinking back, it was truly laughable.
Even funnier was that she had felt that Ji Mo Ya did not trust her, yet she allowed jealousy to control her when she saw him getting close with Bai Li Zi Xi. She did not choose to trust Ji Mo Ya, choosing to trust that jealous heart of hers instead.
The two of them were so much in love, yet they did not trust each other!
That was why they reached the point of no return!
Now with her clearer mind, how could she go back to the days where her fate and life was in someone else’s hands?
The current her wishes to become even stronger so that no one in the world will look down on her again!
When she thought till this point, Huan Qing Yan’s eyes turned extremely clear and calm, to the point of being frightening.
Ji Mo Ya looked at Little Yan’s gaze and instantly felt fear, he did not want to hear Little Yan’s answer!
That was why he decisively said: “Little Yan, I know that you might need some time to digest this. It’s fine, I can wait! You should get some rest and slowly think about it, okay…”
Huan Qing Yan’s lips slightly curled, although her eyes were cold, this was also a rare smile after everything that has happened, giving her an extremely charming and alluring image.
See, Ji Mo Ya truly knows her well! He could sense it, that is why he is starting to panic, shrinking back!
But so what?
Huan Qing Yan coldly thought as she slowly said: “You also sensed it, right? Today is no longer like the past; we can never go back to how we were like in the past! Between us is the life of the baby, separating us is my hatred towards your mother! Every night I sleep, I will dream about the baby crying, asking me why the mother of his father killed him? Why his father dislikes him! Why are we not avenging him!
I have already made a vow that I will use all I can in this life to kill Madam Ru to avenge the baby! Can you do it? Will the Ji Mo Clan allow?
Impossible! That is why I will absolutely not forgive you!
If it is true that you really feel regret and sorry for the baby and me, then when the day I crossed swords with your mother, your decision to stand at the side to watch will be the greatest display of kindness for the baby and myself.
I have said my piece, please return, Young Master Ya.”
After she finished, she nodded at Ji Mo Ya and was about to walk away.
