chapter 39

JUNGKOOK’S POV:

I woke up unable to move. I slowly opened my eyes to see somebody’s head over my chest. I raised my hand slowly to see who it was. But  before I reached out to him, the person woke up and turned his face to me. I couldn’t believe my eyes. Taehyung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“I.. Um.. sorry I fell asleep.” He said scratching his neck.

Holy f*ck!! How could he look so hot even after waking up. His hairs were messed up and I felt the urge to touch his hairs. And his voice was so deep!! His only voice was enough to turn you on. F*ck!! What am I thinking? I mentally slapped myself. I felt heat creep up my neck.

“Uh, it’s okay.” I said while getting up, back a very sharp pain in my neck made me fall back on bed.

“Argh!! F*ck!!! What the hell happened to me?” I said with a groan while holding my neck.

“Kookie, what’s wrong? Are you alright?” Taehyung quickly came forward and asked me.

I looked up only to find his face which was a few inches away. I looked straight into his eyes while he was checking up on me. He was so handsome. His bare skin was even more smooth. His messy hairs covered his forehead and a few strands were on his eyes. My eyes went down to his cute nose. He had a mole on the tip of his nose. I so f*cking wanted to kiss it right now. But again I was the one to do as I wish or liked. 

I slowly moved towards him and kissed the mole on his nose. I caught him off guard, and it was for sure. He stopped and looked at me. I could feel the tension between us. His face was blank. I couldn’t decipher his look. Did he like it? Was he surprised? Was he angry? I looked straight in his eyes to find him looking back at me. My eyes dropped down to his lips. And I held my eyes for a few seconds and he almost gave himself away. He bit his lip which made me look up to him and smile slightly. I decided to test him.

I slowly got close to him while my eyes still holding the eye contact. He didn’t move an inch. Good boy!! I thought to myself. Let’s see how long you can keep up. I slightly tilted  my neck, so now my lips were very close to his. I could feel his warm breathe on my cheek. His heart was beating like crazy, the thudding sound was audible to my ears. I stopped and looked up to him. His eyes were closed. I smiled to myself. He was cute!!!

“Taehyung,” I called out to him and he opened his eyes to look at me and I took that chance and kissed him very softly right besides his lips.

“Kookie, Wha.. What are you.. doing?” He was stuttering.

“Can I kiss you?” I asked him not leaving his eyes.

Wait, did I hear it right???? Did he call me Kookie, that too twice already? I looked aside and smiled.

“Taehyung, you don’t know what your closeness is doing to me!!” I told him finally letting my head rest on his chest.

“Jungkook, you just now groaned in pain. Are you alright?” He asked me and I nodded.

“You were talking some nonsense. We couldn’t understand. You became uncontrollable. We were worried something might happen to you, so Yugyeom knocked you out and we brought you here. ” Taehyung said and quickly opened my eyes and looked up at him.

“What happened to me?” I asked him.

“You.. You were…” He stopped and looked away.

“Tell me!!” I yelled at him holding him by his shoulders.

“How close were you with Jeongukk?” He asked me and I….

It all back to me. Taehyung pushing me to talk about hyung, Yugyeom sending me out and telling them everything, I come out running and cry and Yugyeom coming and hugging me to calm me. Him promising not to leave my side and then we go to Taehyung house and then I seemed not to remember anything. Yeah, how did I end up here and how come he came along? How did Yugyeom allow him to be near me? And where was Yugyeom? I held my head with both hands as I experienced a bad pain in my head.

“Kookie, are you alright? Don’t stress yourself. It’s okay now. All is fine. I am here okay? And I am not leaving you alone. I am not going anywhere like Jeongukk. I promise. Relax now.” He said engulfing me in a hug which made me feel like heaven. 

I felt home. Automatically, my headache had disappeared, my heart calmed down. My breathing became even. I closed my eyes and let myself drown in that moment. His one hand held me close and his other hand was in my hairs.

“At this rate, I will fall in love with you, Taehyung.” I told him and I felt him stiffen.

“Then be quick. Coz I have already decided to love you while you were asleep.” He said in a deep voice.

Now even I didn’t realize when I fell for him, but I was crazily in love with him already.

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