After a long while, Ling Luo finally let go of Xiao Zi Xuan. He reached out and carried the child in her embrace.
The child was not afraid of strangers, he used his dark pupils to look at him, his head was slightly tilted. He looked similar to him. Ling Luo could not help but be fond of him.
The child was fair and chubby. It proved that Xiao Zi Xuan had taken good care of him.
”You…… What happened?” Xiao Zi Xuan was feeling uncomfortable with the current Ling Luo.
She was confused. He had previously said that he wanted to divorce her, but he became like this in a blink of an eye. Just which one was the true him?
Ling Luo had a faint smile on his face: “Nothing, just that my head is finally clearer now.”
”Huh?”
”In the past, I thought of having a few children with Ning Meng Yao, after that, we will bring the children to play in the courtyard. At that time, I thought of many things,” Ling Luo was mocking himself when he thought of matters of the past.
Xiao Zi Xuan bit her lips when he talked about matters relating to Ning Meng Yao in the past. Was he showing off to her how happy he was in the past?
”In the past, I thought that no matter what I did, she would return to my side in the end. But today, I realized I was wrong, outrageously wrong,” Thinking of her gaze filled with killing intent when she looked at him, Ling Luo’s eyes flickered with self-mockery.
It seems that she had unknowingly had thoughts of killing him.
”Why?”
”It’s because I’ve changed, she has also changed. Just like she said, we have our own lives. We cannot turn back the time and we cannot return to how we used to be. I’ve thought of destroying her life, for what I’m unable to obtain, others will not be able to as well,” Ling Luo lowered his head, it was not known what he was thinking about.
Xiao Zi Xuan quietly sat by the side, she did not interrupt him and was waiting for him to continue talking.
”However, when I stood at the entrance, I saw you playing with the child, I recalled the thoughts I had in the past, perhaps this is the life that I should accept,” There was now an insurmountable gap between them.
Xiao Zi Xuan was dumbfounded as she looked at Ling Luo. What did he mean?
”You…… What do you mean?”
”I wish to continue on being together with you and our child, just carrying on like this,” Ling Luo looked at Xiao Zi Xuan as he said in a serious manner: “I really didn’t like you in the past, I felt you destroyed my happiness with her. But come to think of it right now, I was the one who destroyed our happiness, what does it have to do with you?
He was the one who made the choice, how could he place all the blame on Xiao Zi Xuan?
Xiao Zi Xuan was currently unable to describe how she was feeling inside, but she knew she was currently feeling complicated, she didn’t know what emotions she should use to respond to Ling Luo.
She didn’t even know if he was just saying it to coax her.
In the past, she wanted Ning Meng Yao to die, she did not even want to let her off later on.
But later on, when something happened to her child, she had thought of Ning Meng Yao. She was already so anxious when her child was only sick, but she had killed Ning Meng Yao’s unborn child, just how much pain was she in?
Perhaps because of that, she no longer bore any hatred towards Ning Meng Yao. In the end, she was the one who had intervened in their relationship. Ning Meng Yao had left since the beginning and simply lived her own life. She had never thought of competing with her, however, it was her who never let go.
Ling Luo looked at Xiao Zi Xuan, he saw her complicated gaze when she looked at him: “I know you don’t believe me.”
”I don’t believe you, and it’s because I do not know if you’re lying to me,” She did not know whether to believe in Ling Luo’s words or not, but she was feeling excited inside when she heard him say such words, she knew that she wished to raise their child with Ling Luo, no matter what happened to him when he grows up.
Ling Luo placed the child in Xiao Zi Xuan’s embrace, he reached out and hugged the mother and child in his embrace, he gently said: “Trust me one more time, alright?”
Xiao Zi Xuan looked at Ling Luo seriously. She then nodded after some time. She would make a gamble, a gamble where she would either obtain happiness if she won or get hurt once more if she lost.
