JUNGKOOK’S POV:
At the meeting earlier, my new CEO mentioned my hyung. I was taken aback. I tried my best to hide my feelings and hold back my tears and answered all his questions. I also observed the looks which those 3 people exchanged.. I was still awaiting for my doctor’s call. I was sitting in the lounge currently, and Yugyeom had gone to buy coffee for us. I was going through my social media. I could as well do a short live here. It’s been long since I spoke to my fans. I missed them. I opened my Instagram and went live… Within 5 minutes, there were about 1 million fans who joined my live.
“Hi everyone, without wasting any time… I MISSED YOU ALLLL!!!! Yes, yes I know you were all worried for me. I know I could still stay in America and be under HYBE America. But it was my hyung’s last wish. My hyung spent few of his childhood years here in South Korea. He said it’s a beautiful place and trust me, it is very beautiful. I felt I was home, the moment I stepped onto the Korean soil.” I said and stopped to read the messages from my fans.
“Jungkookie, you underwent a big surgery, and then you got busy with your new album, how are you feeling? Please take good care of yourself.”
“This id @kookie2 , thanks a lot for the concern. Yes, don’t worry, I am fine now. I am experiencing a lot of changes though, but they’re all good. Nothing to worry about.” I replied.
“kookie, your birthday is coming very soon, what are your plans? anything you want your fans to do for you?”
“@jkforever , my birthday? I think there’s still a whole month left. September 1st. hmm.. To be exact its 37 days to go. I don’t have any plans yet. But I am thinking of releasing a new song, as a tribute to my hyung. Originally, I planned a whole album, but given my health, I still am restricted to over work.” I replied.
There were few more comments…
“kookie we miss you.”
“Do come live once in a while.”
“Take care. We love you.”
“Tell us if anybody troubles you. We will teach them a lesson for you.”
“kookie, how are you feeling now that you are under same label as your favourite artist?”
“we know you are an Army too.. Yayyy!!!!”
“I am jealous kookie, but I am happy for you too..”
“you can’t hide it from us..”
“Woah woah woah, you guys are so evil. How did you find out? I never told anyone or mentioned anywhere. Great!!!! Well I am feeling great! I just finished a meeting with my company people. BTS was there too. They are amazing. Oh yes, I did speak to them yesterday. They are….” I stopped as I remembered yesterday’s encounter.
“they are kind. And I feel like I have always known them. Jin hyung even invited me for a lunch at his restaurant. And I didn’t mean to hide it or anything. Just that I never mentioned. Are you sad? I am sorry! I love you all though. I can only be here, because of you all. I miss you all, but I will do live very often, since I can’t do a concert upto next year.” I replied and I received many love filled messages from my fans which warmed my heart.
“Kookie, your coffee.” Yugyeom said and handed me my coffee.
“Yugy, say hii to my fans, I am live.” I told him and he agreed.
“Hi, this is probably the only artist I have known so far who asks his manager to do all things that pleases his fans. You guys are lucky. But ask him to take care though.” Yugy said on live and I hit his arm playfully making him giggle.
“kookie, your manager is a cutie!!!!”
Yugy, I won’t mind if I can’t marry kookie, I can marry you!!!! hahaha” said one of my fans and I laughed.
“Yugy, read this.” And he laughed very hard reading the fan’s comment.
“Alright, alright, my dear lovely fans. I will have to say bye for now. But I will keep you guys updated on everything. Wait for me. Be good. good morning, afternoon and Good night to all!!!” I said and waved and ended my live.
“About million fans in 5 mins. You will be breaking records again.” Yugyeom said and I smiled looking out at the vast sky.
“I don’t mind, it’s just records. Nothing valuable.” I said and Yugyeom gave me look.
I myself realised what I said and then I looked out again and closed my eyes. I wasn’t being myself, and slowly I was realising it. I was doing, saying things like someone at times. That some one was none other than…. MY HYUNG.
